Random thought…
To be honest, the fact that no guy has ever asked me out kind of bothers me sometimes.
I need to leave home. Just for a while. It’s not that I don’t love my parents but I’ve just had enough. I need some air to breathe and I just want to be alone for some time. Staying at home for college was a mistake. I did not do it for myself but rather I did it to please my parents. I didn’t want to burden them any farther by leaving them alone since they both had their parents pass away that year. I keep on trying to please them but they just end up getting angrier at every little mistake I make. One of the hardest things I’ve had to learn through the years is that I have to do what makes me happy, no matter how much I love someone.
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- 1. What is your best friends name? Kara, Lina, Hang, Gabi and Katusha (I love my friends <3)
- 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Black
- 3. What are you listening to right now? Over and Over - Three Days Grace
- 4. Whats your favorite number? 15
- 5. What was the last thing you ate? Pasta
- 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? White
- 7. How is the weather right now? Absolutely beautiful
- 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Kara
- 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Whatever stands out. If they are fat, that's the first thing I notice. If they have a big nose, I notice that.
- 10. Do you have a significant other? No because men suck
- 11. Favorite TV show? Family guy
- 12. Siblings? Two
- 13. Height? 5'6
- 14. Hair color? Dark Brown
- 15. Eye Color? Boring
- 16. Do you wear contacts? Yes : (
- 17. Favorite Holiday? New Years
- 18. Month? June/July
- 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yes
- 20. What was the last movie you watched? Love and other Drugs
- 21. Favorite Day of the Year? Nov.15
- 22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? I don't want to do all the work
- 23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)? no
- 24. Hugs or Kisses? Both
- 25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate
- 26. Do you want your friends to respond to this? Yes
- 27. Who is most likely to respond to a text from you? creeper boys
- 28. Who is least likely to respond to a text from you? sexy boys
- 29. What books are you reading? The Gift of Fear
- 30. Piercings? Two
- 31. Favorite movies? Hot Chick
- 32. Favorite football Team? Packers
- 33. What are you doing right now? Listening to music and filling this out
- 34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Salted
- 37. Dogs or cats? Dogs
- 38. Favorite flower? rose?
- 39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do? Yes lol
- 40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex? not a bff
- 41. Have you ever loved someone? Not like that
- 42. Who would you like to see right now? My besties and sexy men
- 43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten? facebook friends with my kindergarten bestie. that's about it
- 44. Have you ever fired a gun? yes
- 45. Do you like to travel by plane? Hell no! TSA is a bitch and American Airlines sucks. I love traveling but it's exhausting
- 46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right
- 47. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4
- 48. Are you missing someone? yes yes and yes : (
- 49. Do you have a tattoo? No
- 50. Anybody on Tumblr that you'd go on a date with? no
I miss
My best friends. I miss gabi’s never ending hyperness and how her mind was always in the gutter. I miss hang’s sweetness and fart jokes. I miss Kara’s loudness and the way she is always there for me no matter what. I miss katusha’s boy talks and burrito jokes. I miss you all
Are you the person who you thought you would be? Would have approved of your current actions a few years ago? Would your younger self admire the person you are now? Perhaps you pictured your life to be a set path with no dangerous turns hidden inside. Be careful because just one moment can cause everything to trickle down. If you stay true to who you are you should be proud. As for me, I am not proud.
I will never be the same without you.
No Beauty, Just the Beast
Today I added a new person to my Facebook chat group that hides my online status and as I looked at the list of people I had already added I realized something. I think I’ve blocked around 6 people and ALL of them are guys who have creeped on me at some point. Oh wow… I wonder what is worse: having a multitude of unattractive, strange, and obsessive males after me or have no one interested at all?
VDAY
I’ve never had a Valentines date in my life. Actually I never have had a date at all. FML.
